Walking Slowly..

I was walking to my car slowly back then..in my own world..lost..ujan rnyai2 seakan mngerti prasaan ak..mse da smpai kt krete ku, ak pndg ke lngit..utk mse yg agk lme wlaupn hjn mkin lbat mnitis ktika itu...god..i missing sumthing in my life..hmm..da msuk krete ku trmenung kjap..n then bru start my car..warm up enjin kjp..n then i blk uma..slow gle kot ak rse ak bwk kete td..smbl karok..2 jela cre ak hburkn ati ak..nsb je td lgu oke2, tgkp lgu sedey, leleh gak ak nnt smbl karok..smpai uma pas park krete, hjn mkin lebat..nmun langkah ku ttp prlhn..lemah sgguh ak rse..ape la nsib ku ini..ak brhrp cpt la ak recover..:(..ak xsggup lg..ak hope ak xkn pnh knal erti C.I.N.T.A slpas ni..byk sgt bad xprience..kdg2 ak trtnye adekah sbb "my 6th curse" yg mmbuat ak jd ni..dr kcik smpai skrg ak xpnh knal erti ksh syg sbnr..i dont deserve to b happy..if tis comin Thursday jd, at least dpt la jgk ak borak2 dgn kwn yg tau "curse" ni..at least ak leh mntk pndgn dr die..n "curse" ni jgk la kdg2 leh wat ak lpe pe mslh ak..yela bz tgk itu ini, tlg org etc..mm..