Happy Birthday To MeEe =)

First of all thx to all wisher at my fb..thx to u guys & special thx 2 my L.O.V.E one count down for it..love u..hmm..well..cuti ni wat ak spend more time pampered myself, yela nk cover / topup blik energy ak..oh..dr bgn tdo td smpai la skrg ak asyk nyanyi je (smbil tlis blog ni pn ak nyanyi oke..haha..)..ak mnt sgt nyanyi, tp ak jrg nynyi public..hnye nynyi org yg dkt2 ak je..blik ku la jd tmpt ak practice nyanyi ari2..syiok..wlaupn sore x sdap mne pn, ak blaja cre nyanyi dgn tgk artis nyanyi, tgk utube..mmbce..byk lg la..lg stu ak ske sgt tgk talents org..Britain Got Talents salu ak sggah kt utube tgk bakat2 yg x djangke2..yela yg dtg 2 muke selebet tp ble perform, W.O.W..gempak dow! Hope kt Malaysia ni akn ade rncgan cmtu, cngkil bakat rkyat yg bse2 bkn more to profits, tp mncari B.A.K.A.T yg rate2 kte xtau pn de rakyat kite yg serbe boleh..pape pn, gud luck in wat u do & always T.R.U.S.T urself..=)

Inside Me. The TRUTH

Well, mayb klau spe2 yg knal ak mst tau ak ni cmne orgnye...prangai ak..ksukaan ak, kebncian ak..type lagu2 kegemaran ku...mm? type lagu kgemaran ku? yeah..ak ni jenis msuk je sume jnis lgu..even metal..yg heavy2..yeah!! \m/..x caye eh..walaupn mke ak ala2 comey & innocent tp dlm ati ade metal der..ahaha..oh ye lg stu, sy ske usha2 youtube sbb nk tgk talent yg ade kt dlm dunia ni..British Got Talent contohnye, rmai jgk prserte2 yg wat ak trkesima..cool lah kalu ak de bakat mcm dorg , xksh la dr sgi ape..vocal plg ak ske..:)..x lupe jge ak sgt ske mlihat vdeo2 yg ade P.A.S.S.I.O.N seseorg..plg ak ske tgk org men drum, sbb ak sgt ske akn D.R.U.M..tp xbrkesmpatan lgsg utk ak men..:(..even skali pn..hope if S.O.M.E.D.A.Y ak mampu, ak nk bli set drum..hahaha..gempak dow!

Unwanted Dreams..

Hmm..smlm ak mmp bnde yg plg ak xnk skali sbb ia ptande yg B.U.R.U.K bg ak..well cmni, mse mle2 mmp, ak de dlm kwsn mcm hostel 4 tgkt, agk bsr la..n kwsn die bole thn glap coz dkelilingi utan..n mse 2 ak ade kt 1st floor, tgh ronda2..n sddnely ak nmpk skmpulan manusia (kbykkn dorg pkai bju itam) yg dtg dgn gadjet2 dorg, kre cam ahli seekers la kononnya.."nk buat ape ni?" tnye kpd mreke.."cari hantu" kata mreke padaku..ak hnye mngangguk kple tnde phm..ak prhatikn grk gri mreke smpai la dorg pass stu pkok kcil (lebey krg mcm bru nk mmbsr)..lps jedorg pass ak nmpk cm bygn itam folo dorg..ak xsedap ati..lntas ak bla tggl kn mreke..mse tgh jln2 kt pnhjung 1st floor 2, ak toleh n nmpk 2 bygn itam sgt pntas (dkt pkok kcik 2) pg ke arah team ala2 seekers 2..ak pn prcptkn lgkh ak nek tgkt ats..lps smpai tgkt ats (msih kt ank tgge lg) ak dgr org riuh rndah mnjerit..ak toleh tgk kt lvl 2 pnye floor, ak nmpk org lri lntg pkg..(jelas wjah ktakutan d muke mreke)..kwn2 ak brlari dptkn ak (ak xcam spe tp ak rse xpnh pn jmpe dorg ni).."cpt tolong, boss da serang!"..ak trgamam.."B.O.S.S?"..kata ku.."cepat!"..lalu tgnku dtarik prgi ke lvl 2 floor..mse da smpai pnghjg tgge, ak trnmpk dua klibat manusia brpakaian ala pahlawan melayu dahulu kala.."korg yg len jge lvl len!" jerit ku kpd rakan2 ku..ak trik sorg kwn ku utk prgi brsmaku..smpai2 ke dpn 2 pahlawan melayu tu, slh stu dr mereka srgah ak.."kau sudah nmpk ak td knape kau xtgur ak!?"..ak trdiam.."ko handle lg sorg bia ak handle yg ni..!" ktaku kpd kwn ku..tbe2 slh seorg dr mreka mnarik kwn ku prgi kpd mreke..nmpk mcm sudah dpukau kwn ak tu..pahlwan2 itu sruh ak brlwn dgn mreke..ak mnta mreke lwn ak dtgh2 krne time 2 ak brade d hjg floor n xmau mnyakiti org yg brade brdkatan..pmntaan ak dtruti, smpai je d tgh2 slh seorg trus bkk lgkh bnge slat & smbl brkate "tnjukkn silat mu!"..nk xnk ak bkk la jgk slatku n kami trus brlwan smbl dphatikn oleh mebe die yg lg stu tu..sgt lua biase pntas slatnye tu..prlwanan kami nmpk sma hebat..n lps ak brbls tmbukan tbe2 ak trsedar..ak trus ddk (msh mamai lg time tu)..memikirkn ape sbnrnye mksd mmp tu..last2 ak cpai enset, anta msg kt my L.O.V.E one..n ak smbg tdo blik..mgkn ak akn lwn "boss mereka" ke? or ak akn trigger something yg mlibatkn boss2 dorg..hmm..

Im Attached to YOU :)

Hey..yea..td tgh msk megi..tggu siap beblog kjp gamaknye..hehe..mm..today nk coretkn ape eh..oh da 3 ari ak brsme die..mmg bru lg..xtau ape dgaan yg mndtg nnt..hope we both dpt face it professionally n yg plg pntg, xkelam kabut..relax..hah..today la..ari ak cam xbrape nk ok..serbe xkne...siap lmbt, time nk grk ujan..smpai2 je trlpe kad access ktne..g blk kt kete xjmpe2..last2 nk kua je kete, trnmpk la plak kt celah2 seat (wlaupn ak rabun oke)..time kje2 dpt lak customer yg nk bikin ati pnas...cepat2 ak D.O.A n bce2 ape yg ptut agr xtrbwk2 dek prasaan..ssh if ak lose control cam dlu..xkose ak..mm..

Test No 8472047204...

Wow..today i facing big test from God..haha..so happy..coz i managed to control even inside im raging up to hell..but unfortunately sum1 cant accept or stand the God test for em..many times i told him, but he seem refused up to accept tat..from tat time i already think tat u r a person full wit drama, u play wit religions but inside u r too weak, truly weak..n i just laughed inside to see this kind a person..i sympathize 4 wat hav u been throu, but compared to mine none of ur experiences can match mine..none of em! coz u noe wat..K.A.U T.A.K.R.E.D.H.A dgn K.E.T.E.N.T.U.A.N -NYE OKE! xgne pngalaman ko ssh pyh ke ape ke cinte 100 taun ke klau x reti mghargai..da trgadak bru nk crik blik, bru la itu ini..n plg ak nyampah skali, kaitkn agama..pretending dgn Nye sbb C.I.N.T.A? hello..? So..jgn harap la ak nk lpskn die kt org cm anda ok der..:)

.....hee..

Sy sgt happy, 15.4.2011 akn k uigt smpai bla2..sbnrnye gue tgh skit pwot cam nk berry2, tp sompat laie den nulis blog plak..heheh..adoi..tgh pk nme utk fesbuk ak ni..al maklum la..da x sepi lg katenye...hmm..da ring make me worried bout it..coz 1st, it's do drain alot of energy (full wit seals)..2nd..barrier not meant to be in real world..(but it will giv a lot of advntages when use in real world)..3rd..only me shud use tat ring..but i put trust sum1 holding it..nvm..as long to prevent dr kne kacau ye x..so better do sumthing than nothing..

:O Yawn~

huh..tdo mati ak td...syg kuh kol pn ak xpsn..adoyai..so hopefully today ak akn blaja o dgr bnde2 bru la gamaknye..nk dgr jgk pndpt o pngalaman org len ttg "dunia" ku yg lg stu tu..huhu..mostly ak rse ak xbckp byk kot..nk try ckp dgn die gne tknik len bole? ahahaha..tp ati ku rse rini akn dpt bnde bru..xtau la ape...ku lihat air milo pnas dsblh ku..xmnum2 lg smte2 nk update blog ni..ni la habit ak..ak xske wat kje tgguh2..skali jln sume..coz ak sgt mghargai waktu rehat ku oke..lgpn ak trlpe nk suh adk ku bwk gitar if die blk mggu ni..da lme gle xsntuh gtar..kekok lak rsenye nnt..sblm ak mgakhri coretan ku ni, ak nk ckp bahwa kdg2 kte perlu pk kn kbhgian dri kte sndri utk mse dpn, tiada gne jika rse syg tiada n mgharap pd S.I.M.P.A.T.I dlm ssuatu prhubungan ok..salam semua..

*Reload* Klik! Bang! Bang!

Yes..im gonna let all out of me to fight for her happiness..ckup la ak tgk org korban kn dri sndri utk kbhagian org len sdgkn dri sndri trskse..enuf la dgn pngalaman2 ak yg lps...hmm..i dont enuf strength to stay away from u dear..seriously..then dont..isnt it..so akn ku ckp ade A.K.U K.E.S.A.H ape org nk ckp, yg ptg ak n die happy..i dont care if i will get beatin up..santau ke ape ke..BRING IT ON OKE! if u wan noe spe ak yg sbnrnye..yeah..trlpe plak nk prepare brg..my fren need help..i will help her without she notice it >:D..remeber, i insan plg degil ever u met k..hahaha...

Jgn Push OKE?

Kdg2 ak krg phm tol dgn org yg ske pakse2 ni..even dri sndri xtau nk hargai sum1, n then when ble kne tggl o org tu da xde bru la mngelabah nk syg nk itu nk ini...ak pong xske dgn org jnis mmakse ni..rse nk shoot je..so td ak da wat kptsn, if i hav to met o see o talk o wateve i will push him 2 back off, so rse la blk kn cmne rse dri anda di push..haha..tp xdela..ak akn ckp cre sopan la..klau die ckp elok, elok la ak ckp..ckp pnas, wa ckp pns la blik kn..so thx kpd "anda" yg tnjk jln blk td..even thou syg kuh kuh da tnjkkn jln td..so i just hope everythg will goin to b smooth later on..I WILL F.I.G.H.T FOR YOUR HAPPINESS K..

K.A.R.A. OK?

K.A.R.A. OK? Heh..activity yg plg ske skali, sbb dgn cre ni ak dpt lyn prasaan ak..klau mood ak sedey akn ak nyanyi lgu sedey..hmm..sy ske nyanyi..:D..(finally im smiling LOL) sbb lgu yg ak tgh nyanyi ni mngingat ttg ak dkt die..korg mst trtnye2 kn lgu ape..? hehe..ni undrground pnye org..i cud singing like him..hehe..so..lyn je kn oke..

L.O.N.E.L.Y

Bru bgn tdo trus ko coretkn d blog ak ni..ak trase sgt2 sunyi skrg..sblm ni ak xksh pn, but mayb ble ak da syg sum1 n at the end jd len, 2 sbb ak trase cmtu..ari2 ak doa agar ak jd tbah dlm mghadapi dugaan-Nye..agk skr utk ak lpekn ape yg blaku..ak nk brgurau n mnyakat (my habits) pn da xde seri..sbb ak xske mnipu dri ak..pretending to b fine but inside, ak trluke..sgt2 trluke..C.A.R.R.Y O.N getus ati ku..yup..ak akn carry on..tp kli ni dgn lgkh yg slow sgt2..today ak kne face lg..aduh..xkn nk mngelak je kn..smpai ble..

Walking Slowly..

I was walking to my car slowly back then..in my own world..lost..ujan rnyai2 seakan mngerti prasaan ak..mse da smpai kt krete ku, ak pndg ke lngit..utk mse yg agk lme wlaupn hjn mkin lbat mnitis ktika itu...god..i missing sumthing in my life..hmm..da msuk krete ku trmenung kjap..n then bru start my car..warm up enjin kjp..n then i blk uma..slow gle kot ak rse ak bwk kete td..smbl karok..2 jela cre ak hburkn ati ak..nsb je td lgu oke2, tgkp lgu sedey, leleh gak ak nnt smbl karok..smpai uma pas park krete, hjn mkin lebat..nmun langkah ku ttp prlhn..lemah sgguh ak rse..ape la nsib ku ini..ak brhrp cpt la ak recover..:(..ak xsggup lg..ak hope ak xkn pnh knal erti C.I.N.T.A slpas ni..byk sgt bad xprience..kdg2 ak trtnye adekah sbb "my 6th curse" yg mmbuat ak jd ni..dr kcik smpai skrg ak xpnh knal erti ksh syg sbnr..i dont deserve to b happy..if tis comin Thursday jd, at least dpt la jgk ak borak2 dgn kwn yg tau "curse" ni..at least ak leh mntk pndgn dr die..n "curse" ni jgk la kdg2 leh wat ak lpe pe mslh ak..yela bz tgk itu ini, tlg org etc..mm..

Pagi Yg Gelap..

Selamat pagi semua..hmm..bgn je pg trigkt kt dia..adoi sasau gak ak ni..knape seseorg itu perlu korban kn kbhagian die walaupn outcome yg dperoleh sgt la xhappy..xphm ak npe if die xhappy, npe perlu brsme seseorg tu atas dsar smpati..ksh ni mngingat kn sum1 yg ak rapat n knal dlu..(die da kawen da & de ank da pn oke)..die kwen pn mgkn sbb trpkse wlhal ati die kt org len..ari2 ngadu kt ak die rse kosong & sring ckp psl other guy yg die syg tu..die cam nyesal, tp x tnjukkn kt ak..kdg2 ak rse kte prlu pk dri kte jgk, mcm mak ak ckp (love u mama)..kte kdg2 kne pntgkn dri sndri utk kbhgian dri kte, xusahlah mnipu dri kte dgn bg plbgai alasan...apa gne nye last2 kte yg sngsare..byk jgk dgaan da ak tmpuh sjk mle ak brnafas smpai la skrg..rsultnye ak jd insan yg super duper tabah..thx Allah, yet ujian-Nye msh blom brakhir..lke lme lg brdrh kmbali..agk skr utk ak tmpuh..namun akn ak gagahkn jua..

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-Hmm..akhirnye tergerak jgk ak utk remake & reupdate blog ak ni, nmpknye ak akn spent time blogging semula, ak post lirik tu sbb ak rse sgt kecewe dgn ape yg ak tempuh slame ni..ak bru brharap sum1 utk syg ak seadanye, tp lain plak jd nye..da xlarat ak nk tempuh dugaan-Nya..tp akn ku tempuh jua dgn ketabahan wlaupn ati ak xkn baik lg..ak da made up nk stay away from girls..ckup la ak d men2 kn or d gune2kn..ak cume manusia biase yg pnya hati n prasaan..