*facepalm*

...*striking da pen into my skin once*...
...............*no response from me*...
...*again*....*if u sleepy go sleep then* i said...
...................*she's smiling*..*keep drawing into my skin*...*just let her b*...
.......*she's remind me of some 1*..*the another copy or "her"*...
....*then she pinch me*..not too hurt..*but tryin to get my attention*..
..*doin some lame joke's & she laughed*..
..*wat a day*..hmm..*after then I looked into ma hand, full of drawing*..*I smiles*...*there's a ring, smiley face, arrow's icon, dizzy wizzy..*..wah..haha..

..*im not in relationship ok, dun get it wrong*..*just sum1 cheer me up*..thx ..:)...

Wake Up Lonely..

Quite sleepy thou..hmm..just wanna say that currently achieving sumthing in my life, but no pain no gain rite? tat wat god giving me, leave it, He give u happiness inside sadness..day by day i see wat He try to teach me something..whether i get it or not..soon i will realize it...the sad thing is, now im too far from her..total stranger..i dont know what's wrong wit me..izzit due to my prayers? or sum1 bomoh-ing me..hmm..but..totally empty..wit o without i just feel plain..im sorry...i cant take it anymore or put another steps forward on this hanging relationship..till now im still thinking wat wrong wit me..or else..i just dont get it..mayb im goin too far..mayb tis is the safest way isnt it God..wat the best for me, i just accept it..u planned for me before i was born, yet u only let me choose the path..but u did warned me..thx...:)...
Sleepy, tired...but cant close ma eyes...tomolo..b a robot..talks, walks da same way..5..go home..
traffic jam..again..hmm..aiya..

You're Wrong.

...*pointing*.."tu die.."..*smiling2*..*cover2*..*eye contacts + body language's*...
Me? - ak wat donno je la..& d saat 2 ak trfikir, mmg btul la pe yg sum1 told me b4, yg ak ni de "special magnet"..hmm..ak pn xphm..ak pnye la slekeh bia xnk org kasi pndg o cupid2 thingy, coz ak da xmnt...coz deep inside ak sgt kcewe..dpressed..so ak xde mnt nk jge gurl..npe tah..ak try jd sombong, but ak sbnrnye sgt pramah orgnye..adess..letih..bkn ak xbrsyukur dgn pmbrian-Nya..cme ak bkn jnis ske gnekn klebihan ak ni lbih2 lg utk gurl thingy, bia syg o ske ak seadenye..bkn sbb rpe pras..bkn sbb duit ak..trime la ak seadenye..please..minda ak da sesak, jiwe pn sesak..ak da xthn lg..hmm..tp ni sume dugaan..mmg SINGLE itu best, but when the true time coming, ade la jodoh nnt..mls nye ak nk pk..penat tau..so 4 da time being, ak sgt gile2 dgn mebe2 ak..yela nk ubatkn ati ak ni + ak nk keep away thinking being lonely etc..sjak my father left my family since i was small kid, I already adapt with the lonely thingy..Im a strong + really stubborn boy..:)..chowz..